The friendship bracelet in my fave colors (Gray and black) on my left hand was sent to me by Pam for Christmas last year. I have worn it for an entire year without taking it off and just as it has become dingy, curled up, tattered, and about to fall off, I get this Christmas card from her that arrived on Christmas Eve with a brand new one. Is she good or what? :) She’s the best.
I get to meet my 2 month old nephew for the 1st time tomorrow. My parents don’t even know that my sister is flying in, and we are going to surprise them tomorrow. My Mom just thinks we are having a late birthday party for her, but she doesn’t know she and my Dad are meeting their Grandson :)
I’m in such a shit mood. I try and stay positive as much as possible and always pretty calm, diplomatic, and fair. But sometimes people are just such pieces of shit. I can feel myself becoming this ball of repressed anger.
Don’t get me wrong, I’m not fake, or passive-aggressive. I don’t let people walk all over me and I am super confrontational when necessary, but always in a fair, just way. Assertive, not aggressive. But still, more and more I feel anger bottling up in me like I just want to scream. I feel like one of these days I am going to explode.
Someone give me a hug.
I have spent the last 2 hours ballistic crying, and throwing up from being so upset. Colt got hit by a car right in front of my eyes and he didn’t make it.
Colt giving Snoop kisses all day yesterday. Somehow, he know that I was going to take her to the vet today to get put to sleep. Yes, she’s a girl named Snoop but I named her when I was really little.
She was 16 years old, couldn’t see, hear, or move much, and this past week she stopped eating and drinking. Vet said she had a heart problem too, so it was her time to go. I did really well for the whole visit but I lost it in the car driving on the way home looking at her blanket without her in it and remembering the last 16 years of my life. I’m okay now.
Yo, tumblr. Welcome to my crib! (Lame) No but I finally cleaned my room today and I was bored so I took pictures…
Not pictured: My entryway with my Onyx Hotel Posters