I get to meet my 2 month old nephew for the 1st time tomorrow. My parents don’t even know that my sister is flying in, and we are going to surprise them tomorrow. My Mom just thinks we are having a late birthday party for her, but she doesn’t know she and my Dad are meeting their Grandson :)
I’m in such a shit mood. I try and stay positive as much as possible and always pretty calm, diplomatic, and fair. But sometimes people are just such pieces of shit. I can feel myself becoming this ball of repressed anger.
Don’t get me wrong, I’m not fake, or passive-aggressive. I don’t let people walk all over me and I am super confrontational when necessary, but always in a fair, just way. Assertive, not aggressive. But still, more and more I feel anger bottling up in me like I just want to scream. I feel like one of these days I am going to explode.
Someone give me a hug.
I have spent the last 2 hours ballistic crying, and throwing up from being so upset. Colt got hit by a car right in front of my eyes and he didn’t make it.